finalcross: (| carry you from hell to home again)
GUY CECIL || best friend ([personal profile] finalcross) wrote in [community profile] beyondthedoor2013-06-29 08:08 pm

| nothing left

[Guy would be lying if he said that he was unaffected. He was trying to hold everything together in the wake of losing his best friend, but it was hard to catch a break. Between Badaq's betrayal and busting out of the Renegade facility, he had no idea what he was doing. None of them did. And now, the Rheiards they'd used to cross to the other world were completely useless. They were out of fuel and out of ideas.

All that was left... was to head to the capital of Sylvarant. It was in much better shape than Tethe'alla. They could find answers there, couldn't they? Anise seemed sure of it. One thing was for sure: staying here wouldn't help Luke or anybody.

The small party made their way toward the coastal capital of Palmacosta. The grass was so much greener here, even though there were more people around and more thieves. It really felt alive. Natalia kept stealing glances at Luke as they went, as if he might suddenly snap out of it and look at her and smile, but he never did. At the very least, she'd stopped trying to call out to him. Tear was much more reserved. Guy could tell she was troubled, but she kept it inside and tried to fill the stern, soldierly spot that Badaq had left. Anise walked ahead. She seemed eager to get home, maybe too eager, or maybe just nervous.

And Luke-- Luke didn't seem bothered by anything. There wasn't even a faint smile on his face. His wings were out and he simply followed them without asking, without stopping, without sitting down when they paused to rest. He was like a doll.

Guy's grip on his sword tightened at the thought.]


Someone's behind us, [Tear warned.

Guy turned. There were shadows in the little valley below, but he could barely make them out. They didn't seem numerous enough to be a threat, at least.]
Doesn't seem like the Renegades or the Desians. Maybe they're gypsies?

[Anise had an opinion.] We should keep going! You want to help Luke, right?

[Natalia resisted, sort of offended too.] Yes, of course! However, these people might need our help.

[And so, they waited. Guy slid down the hill a few steps, to see if he could meet them halfway.]

[personal profile] takehisplace 2013-06-30 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Luke's body mirrors the glow, but that's it. His eyes don't close, his wings don't move aside from their usual idle flapping.

On the inside, however, things are much different. Luke is here, alive and watching, but he seems to be chained to something.]


Asch? Can you-- can you hear me?
bloodyashes: (Red disdain)

[personal profile] bloodyashes 2013-06-30 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
[The lack of outwards change is pretty much ignored - half the time when he used the connection like this in Auldrant, they weren't even in the same city, so Asch is perfectly fine having a conversation with himself, or at least so it looks to anyone outside the connection.

This Guy probably thinks he's crazy now. Oh well.]


Yes. Not as mindless on the inside, obviously.

[That's half-directed at the rest of the group gathered around them. And no, he's not going to explain it right now.]
wilder: (so that's how it is.)

[personal profile] wilder 2013-06-30 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
...Like Asch said, I'm from another Tethe'alla. I knew a Chosen who had a similar problem, so I learned about it through helping her.

[Well hey what do you know that wasn't even a lie even if it left out details! As for the glowing? He'll shrug]

It's...some sort of mind thing that Asch can do. I don't really know much about it, but sounds like he got into contact with Luke.

[personal profile] takehisplace 2013-06-30 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Luke gasps and tries to reach toward the little image of Asch that he can see. The chains on his wrists keep him stuck to his body, though. He doesn't know how. He doesn't... know anything.]

You really can hear me! I'm-- I'm glad we got to meet again. I'm sorry it has to be like this. [He shakes his head.] Right now, I'm something awful. I'm like a machine built for killing.

I can hear and see everything, so please... I don't want to hurt anyone.
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bloodyashes: (Totally not pouting)

[personal profile] bloodyashes 2013-06-30 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
Just calm down.

[It's a little gentler than it might have been, their first meeting. He's trying not to think about that feeling of being trapped.]

Looks like I'm going to be speaking for you for a while.

[He sounds disgruntled, but he's not letting that connection go. There's a few things he couldn't subject anyone to, and this is one of them. If Luke's paying attention to that connection, there's a bit of nausea that's quickly pushed down.]
wilder: (dilemma (Sheena))

[personal profile] wilder 2013-06-30 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
[...He can only guess what Luke must be saying on the other end, to make Asch sound gentler. The poor kid.]

...Yeah. He's in there alright.

[He rather not say anything more than that. He only remembers the stuff that Colette told him, the stuff Mithos would threaten...and well, it was more than enough to give him nightmares]

There's gotta be someone who can. We get him one, and he'll be alright again.

[personal profile] takehisplace 2013-06-30 08:31 am (UTC)(link)
I understand, Guy.

[Luke is so thankful. He feels like he could cry. It's ridiculous, how much emotion he's had to bottle up since the journey began. And here, his brother is going to help him-- even if it's not his brother. God, what if he did die? What if his brother never forgives him?

... He can't think about that right now. Luke makes a visible effort to steel himself, at least to Asch.]


... Thank you. I know it's not something you have control over, but it means a lot that you're here. It means a lot that you're helping us, even though you don't know my friends. Even though I'm making you suffer, too...

[If only he could reach out. He lifts his hand again, but there's probably no feasible way that he can jump bodies. Not with his soul chained like this.]

I'm sorry.
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bloodyashes: (//tilts head)

[personal profile] bloodyashes 2013-06-30 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
[A twitch - Luke, at least, will probably feel it more as a mental smack.]

Don't apologize for things you can't control.

[Really, though, that's about all he can handle of ghosting the sensation of being trapped. Asch comes back to himself with a fierce shake of his head, not quite closing the connection entirely but distinctly distancing himself to talk to the others.]

He can hear everything, you know. Probably better than you can.

[And not saying a word about Guy's phobia, nope. He's kind of shaky and panicky himself, although it's harder to notice.

Ah, well, everyone except Kaneis will probably take it for some form of illness anyway.]
wilder: (arms crossed)

[personal profile] wilder 2013-06-30 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
[Whoa what the-] - Heeey! Are you using me as a body shield?!

[WHAT THE HELL GUY SHE DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH HIM. Goddess this is a weird group, he'll try to shake it off and even be nice enough not to shove Guy away ] But yeah, he's right my dear. Don't touch him.

[And oh yeah, he's noticing Asch's shakiness- willing to bet what it's from. He's also very much aware Luke can hear him. It was like Colette after all. But he's...well, never been good with consoling stuff. It's not like he knew if they could find a keycrest crafter or not. And so-]

...We should get moving.
bloodyashes: ([F] OH GOD WHAT)

[personal profile] bloodyashes 2013-06-30 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
[His life history with trauma is long and complicated. Asch still has most of his attention on Luke, until - ]

WHAT DID YOU JUST CALL HER?

[Kaneis. Kaneis no. Stop now before someone gets hurt.

On the bright side, at least it distracts him from impending traumatic flashbacks.]
wilder: (hey look I found your fail)

[personal profile] wilder 2013-06-30 08:58 am (UTC)(link)
[oh whoops, did he just give a girl a pet name in front of their sorta fiancee? He is so sorry about that-]

[Or at least he would be if he cared. Instead he'll just smiiiiile at Asch]


Oh whoops- sorry hunny! Slip of the tongue! Don't fret, I swear I only have eyes for you! ♥

[And with a snicker, he's moving to start walking in the direction that is possibly Palmacosta. Come on they don't have time to waste!]
bloodyashes: (Get your hand off of my -)

[personal profile] bloodyashes 2013-06-30 09:14 am (UTC)(link)
[Kaneis. Asch growls under his breath, trying to pretend that he's not blushing now that all eyes are on him.]

What are you waiting for, get moving!

[It's mostly cover - he's still shooting Kaneis a look. The sentiment of "I am going to punch you so hard, the bastards you doubtlessly littered around your homeworld will feel it" can probably be felt by Luke across the connection, even as distant as Asch is. He falls into line with the others soon enough, though, frequently glancing at one or the other of the other two redheads as they walk.

The almost aimless way Luke floats along... It gives him a bit of a queasy feeling just to watch, knowing that there's someone in there, knowing that if it weren't for one idiot, it would have been some version of him.]
wilder: (bring it)

[personal profile] wilder 2013-06-30 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Zelos just laugh and waves] It's nothing it's nothing!

[And he keeps walking. He knows Asch is watching between him and Luke. He tries very hard not to look at Luke himself. He's not going to address Asch unless he does, since hey- there is nothing good he can say about all this that he hasn't already said]

[And thus, he keeps walking towards that city.]
bloodyashes: (An overlook)

[personal profile] bloodyashes 2013-06-30 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Sounds like a plan. Come on, Kaneis.

[He doesn't exactly like leaving Luke being a zombie, but if there's anyone he can trust the idiot with, it's Guy.

And he and Zelos need to have words. Like, immediately. The guy should be glad Asch didn't grab his arm as he stalks off into the crowd.]
wilder: (whoa)

[personal profile] wilder 2013-06-30 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yeah...he's really noticing that. His eyes widen as he sees the size of the city. Sure he had only been there a couple times, but this looks completely different from the Sylvarant capital he knew. It actually...looked bigger than HIS Meltokio. Like Sybak and Meltokio merged holy crap]

[But he'll listen to Asch and Guy, nodding]


Alright. We'll seeya later.

[And he's heading off with Asch in the direction that he chooses. Yeah. He knows he's going to have words]
bloodyashes: (Is that all you have to say?)

[personal profile] bloodyashes 2013-07-01 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
[He'll wait until they're well out of earshot of the rest, then duck into a back alley. No need for anyone else to hear this, especially Luke.

Once they're sufficiently out of the way? Asch wheels on his companion, utterly furious.]
knew this would happen!
wilder: (arms crossed)

[personal profile] wilder 2013-07-01 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
[And this is what he was expecting. He'll cross his arms, but beyond that take no defensive stance. Since hey, was figuring he'd get mad]

Well, I wasn't sure they'd make to to Sylvarant- but yeah. I knew.
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bloodyashes: ([F] Hands off the replica)

wow html fail up there

[personal profile] bloodyashes 2013-07-01 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
So you just decided to let it happen?

[Pissed doesn't begin to cover it really. It's not even that it's Luke - it wouldn't have mattered who.

He pulls his arm back and throws all his weight into slugging Zelos in the jaw.]


And you said I was selfish?
wilder: (injury ☼ it was super effective!)

[personal profile] wilder 2013-07-01 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
[The punch hits, he stumbles back with a noise and his back hits against the wall. Ow. He sure knows how to throw a punch. ]

[But he'll look right back at him]


Well, you are - but that's besides the point right now.

[he moves his hand to rub his jaw]

I never said I decided to just let it happened, just that I knew. It's a lot more complicated than that.
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bloodyashes: (Fist? Meet wall.)

[personal profile] bloodyashes 2013-07-01 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
The hell it is!

[No less pissed off for introducing his knuckles to Kaneis' face, clearly.]

If you knew, you should have told him! Do you understand in the slightest how much suffering you could have stopped, if you removed your head from your ass for a minute?

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